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Tuesday, March 31, 2009; 10:34 PM
♥ MY GFs ♥ TODAY, went out with all my GFs except for natasha kang (dearestgirl) :( sadly she won't be able to come along due to her ITE registeration? but it's alright . there'll always be another day we shall go out together . i hope so this day would come? alright ! we went to have our LAPPY GATHERING at Changi Airport T1, T2,T3 :D but it's kinda shag cause we only manage to use our lappy awhile as we're unable to find any adapter there -_- so we only manage to use our lappy for around 1hr+ to 2hrs? but we definitely had a good laugh today ! since ages we've been laughing like nuts :D we are gonna meet up next thurs ! wooohooooo ... can't wait for the day ! confirm guarantee chop chop FUN :) BADMINTON court waiting for us ! put up our PE attire & chiong uh :D hmmmm . ohh ya . my bag today was like damn HEAVY :( nobody offer to help me carry ! if only my ♥ was there :) enough for today! kinda loss of words to post? L.O.L getting lazy too ! let the pictures do the talking ^^ ENJOY ! ♥
CANDID SHOT :D ♥ 6 of us + june the photographer ♥
♥ cecilia . me . anna . yuwen . shiyi . laypeng ♥  ♥ I . ME . MYSELF ♥ darling ♥ thanks for having the trust in me . but seriously you're too busy for me? totally no time . i wanna catch with you a movie but it seemed so hard . you hardly have the time for me too ! will our feelings fade off this way if this continues? do you still love me? i've been telling my GFs today that imy alot ! some even said that im so dead because how would i survive if you're going to NS . some said she can't take it if her bf didnt meet her for weeks . we've have not been meeting for the last 2weeks already . i don't know what you're busy with out there? but i only know i have to give you the trust! some of my GFs when they heard you were working as pub waiter , they said if their bf works as that, they would disagree and disallow . but i believe you ! i know you love me wholeheartedly ! but seriously i need your ♥ badly now . i don't feel it at all . do shower me with lots of ♥ , my boy :) Sunday, March 29, 2009; 12:57 PM
i love being random ♥ life's so boring these days . without money, especially ! been heading out recently . without any plans . totally shag ! i want school to start soon can? suddenly missed those days in secondary school :( having those jokes & laughters during lessons ! laughing without a reason ^^ i missed my CG . i missed having camps . i missed my teachers . i missed my classmates . i missed my schoolmates . i missed having loads of homework . i missed those time mugging hard during exams period till the wee hours :) now i know that hard work really pays off ! such a random post -_-" ANYWAY, did a quiz today :D i find that it's soooooo TRUE ! results as follow : Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your views on education: Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own. The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. you may wanna try it? ♥ missing you every seconds,minutes,hours ... Thursday, March 26, 2009; 12:06 PM
EVERLASTING ♥ my LOVE do you know you,ve filled up the space in my heart? do have confidence in yourself . because till now no1 can replace you ! although you seldom sweet talk to me nor those romantic person . yet you're able to touched me by the actions you do . you're willing to do everything for me . you dote me more than yourself ! sometimes i think i'm so selfish . did i think/care of your feelings before saying/doing anything? i'm sorry , dear! please LOVE my wholeheartedly ! i need your LOVE & TRUST badly ♥ 15o5o8 the day our story begins ... will our story ever ends? what will the ending be like? :) ♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥ today will be at home as usual :( somebody ask me out! i'm so bored at home . might be going to reborn my hair later on :) regretted cutting short hair! wondering how long my hair would be if i never did anything silly :x nvm . at least i did have pictures of me being in short hair . although it don't suits me at all! i think long hair suits me better :D my lappy coming soon ! can't wait man . gonna love my lappy to core :) WOOHOO ~ lappy gathering , my GFS !  when i'm doing my hair :) thanks mummy for accompany me!  REBONDED hair :D Tuesday, March 24, 2009; 3:27 PM
♥ MY DAD is better than YOUR DAD ♥ HAPPY 53th BIRTHDAY! daddy ♥  I.LOVE.YOU ♥ today it's my dad's b'day ! at night going out for another celebration again . daddy , thanks for working so hard to support this family without saying a word . i'm so blessed to have you as my dad . i want you to stay happy always ! although sometimes you seemed to be unhappy about your work, you didnt say it out . you would just 'swallow' it & put up a smile infront of us . as the year goes by, i can really see you're getting older & older . don't worry . i will promised you i'll study hard & get a high pay job in the future . by then, you can retire & enjoy the rest of your life with mummy . i know it's not easy for you to support us all these years . especially i'm the one in this family who spent money like it's so easy to earn . i'll try to kick off this bad habit . i would think twice before buying something in the future . asking myself if this thing i want is a NEED or a WANT? daddy! do enjoy the night with us later on . i hope you would use the wallet i'm gonna give you later :) cause it's time for you to change a new wallet . dad, i know you love me too! just that you are that kind of person whom don't really express yourself well . you don't say out that you love us but your actions did :D live long , daddy! ♥ my love ♥ have you been reading my blog recently? are you missing me badly everyday? like i do . i'm feeling so lonely without you . i'm feeling so sick ytd . was waiting for your msg till i fall asleep . i want your care . i want your attention . i want your ♥ . i want everything that should it belongs to me ONLY :D ♥there's something only LOVE can do♥ Sunday, March 22, 2009; 1:16 AM
I love my MUMMY ♥ TODAY is my mother's birthday . therefore... i wanna wish her a HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY :) yeppies ! gonna have steamboat for dinner tonight with family . it's sinful although cause i'm fat enough . but i don't care . cause people love me for who i am right? :x i hope my mother would appreciate what we've planned for her as well as what we've bought for her later on . she will definitely be surprise ! i just wanna see smiles on her face . that already satisfied me a lot . i want her to stay happy everyday, away from stress . staying healthy is the most important ! (pink health) and and ... i wanna thank her for giving birth to me . without her, i will not be in this world ! without her care & concern, i'll not be well taken of . lastly, i felt so lucky to have a mom like you who dotes on me so much . no matter what happen, you would always stand by my side . if i'm wrong, you would direct me to the right path in life . i know i wouldn't get lost because i've you by my side . i would always remember a sentence you once told me . "don't care about what others said about you, just do what you think it's best for you, because one day, you'll have to stand strong by your own" THANK YOU, mummy . I LOVE YOU !do enjoy your day later :)  mummy, FOR YOU ♥ Friday, March 20, 2009; 6:06 PM
contented with my LIFE ♥ TODAY , went WhiteSands with my 4th aunt, douglas (cousin) & my mum . actually planned to have a swim at cousin house (condo) near ehub! but a sudden change of mind . 4th aunt wanna go shopping . & they decided to go ws . it's so boring for me to shop there . i've have been walking/shopping there for the past 5years :x i can't wait for Tampines 1 to open :) a new place for me to shop! the design from outside looks nice . anyway, there's really nothing much in ws . so just walked around every storey from shop to shop . ate mac & kfc which will only make me fat & more FAT :) saw zhiwei, cihui & jerome at ws too! quite long ago since i last saw them . still the same :) asking me where is their KISS? ^^ take it from me if you want/dare? LOL . brought my cousin into the arcade & he gets addicted . he doesn't even want to leave the arcade & i got no idea how? so i lied to him that we will come back later after finding your mummy at sing post :x he even asked me not to bluff him -_- after his mum done with changing ez-link card . i wanna bring him back to the arcade but his mum dun allow . so sad . but i really didn't mean lying to him . shop & shop till my legs are so exhausted :x before going home, went to HELEN & i saw the hairband again that i wanted to much (since don't know when) . my mum keep asking me if i wanna buy? i kept hesitating ... in the end, my 4th aunt bought it for me . as an encouragement on doing well for my 0-level as well as continue to do well in POLY =D i'm like so happy . thank you :) after that ... home sweet home
my cousin (douglas)
my hairband :) P.S : imissmylove ♥ Thursday, March 19, 2009; 7:12 PM
TRUST is all we need ♥ i'm in a HAPPY mood :)  ♥ my love ^.^today as usual i stayed at home . it was boring . but the only special thing was .... my baby was here to accompany me! but he will be busy working for the rest of 1month . sobbed :( that will also means he can't accompany me . i shall be strong & independent during this period of time & not to make him worry about me . i believe this 1month will be over very quickly . & i hope so . i'm fine everyone . thanks for all the concern from friends asking about me due to those emo post last few days . after thinking , i think i still love him the most :) because he is the only one who can give in so much to me . nevertheless , my sucky attitude . on the other side , i wanna say sorry to those who i've hurt them before . i know the feeling of getting hurt wasn't good at all . but 1 heart can only be filled up by 1 person . i sincerely hope those guys would find their happiness soon , & those who are already attached , do last long with your love ^^ thanks baby . for all your kind understanding . finally we had our heart to heart talk today at my house . i do want to have more in the future :) it's so much better then having misunderstanding & arguments ! i can also understand more about YOU :p after all those talks , my dad buy take away for the both of us . then after eating he went home ler . i'm gonna miss him everyday from now :x SO ... to all my GFs & BFs :) do ask me out OK ! cause my love only allows me to go out with peoples he know . he worries about me which is a good sign :x so let me spend the rest of 1month before school starts with you all :) ♥ Memories Always Stay ... Wednesday, March 18, 2009; 11:11 PM
should i give some reasons to LOVE him ♥ .jpg) just reached home not long ago . (10+ pm) in the morning, accompanied my mum to hospital (amos came along) after that, went to eastpoint mall have our late lunch . mrt back to tampines then my mum went home . so left with amos and me . we had nth to do in mind therefore walking without any plan around tampines area . it's so boring but didn't wanna go home . thus, he suggested watching movie . actually wanna watch DRAGONBALL EVOLUTION but it doesn't seemed nice to me . therefore ... we changed decision & decided to watch RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN . the movie overall was nice . although those effects looked faked :x after movie, having heart to heart talks & he sent me home before heading home ..... *** ** * im sorry if i've ever hurt any of the guys who are waiting for me/woo-ed me before . to you guys, u might be thinking im the right girl for you . to me, i don't think i deserve to be yours . in fact, im not as good as you guys thought i would be . i bet there are other girls outside worth your love more then me . forget all about the promises made . you've your freedom to make choices . i would not force you to do things which you don't want . you wouldn't be happy either . please don't be sad . cheer up! i want you to be happy always . i'll still be there if you need a listening ear or accompany . i'm just a phone call away from you . my phone will be on for you, in fact all my friends 24/7 . i'am sorry , once again . shouldn't have give you hope & make you fall . may be you are right . you shouldn't open up the locked doors of yours , then you wouldn't have got hurt again . beware of me when it comes to r/s . i'm like a bottle of poison . whichever guy who gets close to me . he will end up getting HURT !  ; 12:21 AM
" LOVE or LUST " ♥ 17o3o9 ♥  today, was being forced to wake up after 6hrs+ of sleep (6am-12pm) . i was actually so reluctant to get my ass out of the bed but my mum was over there nagging non-stop . ok, fine . i get up quickly & get myself prepared heading out to TM with my mum, 4th aunt & douglas :) since it was long ago since we last met up . if im not wrong it should be during CNY . met up, dine at lgs followed by laddies shopping but i didn't shop only bought some rubberbands . instead i was playing around with my youngest cousin . after that, home sweet home ....night time, went to changi village have nasi lemak with parents . fetch brother from cousin house near ehub! den home again .... is LOVE a kind of game? why am i always the one who faces a lot of problems in this kind of game? can i QUIT/BACK OUT? i seriously hated myself for being so silly, those sweet talks from guys would easily melt my heart . how am i suppose to know if what every guy said was the truth? how much can i trust a guy? why do i always have to regret after making the decision to be with him? is he my MR. right? why in every relationship do i have to cry for the guy? do they worth my tears? can a relationship really last forever when a guy said he wanna love you & be with you forever? does the word 'forever' exist in relationship or it's just a word to let your partner feel secured? why hurting words would come out from your mouth when we are having arguments? when you really love a person deeply, ain't you suppose to give in to him/her? making the girl you loved smile everyday, don't make her ever cry for you, isn't it a guy's job in relationship? when i needed you most by my side, where were you? busy? sleeping? you said i didnt try to understand you, but did you ever try to understand me? have you ever be in my shoes? did you ever respect me? why do you force me to do things which i don't want to? where is the promises you made? did you kept it? i know i might not be the perfect GF . cause no one is perfect . although i'm trying to be one . it's hard . you've hurt me once & again . who is willing to pick up all the broken pieces of my ♥?
Monday, March 16, 2009; 8:11 PM
Basic Theory Test :)  TODAY, BB & my BROTHER accompany me to COMFORT DRIVING CENTRE:) early in the morning ard 9+ wake up just to study for my BTT . I didn't really put high hopes in passing cause didn't even touch the book ever since i bought it . When i reached there , i was so nervous cause it's my 1st time taking this test . don't even know how the system works . lucky bb was there to calm me down , giving me encouragement & there i went for my e-trial test . i did a total of 2 trial papers which consists of 100questions . 1st paper i got 88% while the 2nd paper i got 92% which mean i got a high percentage of passing my BTT :D after which, i have to go into another classroom for my actual BTT . while my bro & bb waited for me outside . they were like stone-ing there for 2hrs or more . i pity them but it was so nice of them to wait for me patiently outside without grumbling any words :x when i finish my BTT questions, i'm required to click the button 'END TEST' after which the result will be out . it's either 'PASSED' or 'FAILED'? my heartbeat suddenly stopped for a second when i click it . & guess what? i've PASSED :D i was jumping instead of walking while leaving the classroom . JUMP JUMP! jump for joy . i'm the only one who looks so elated after passing BTT there . i think it's because i'm the youngest candidate in that room . then i went to print out my test results & so on .... after which went to hougang mall & dine at AJISEN RAMEN as my reward/celebration :) shop around & went home ..... YESTERDAY, it's 15th of every month again . which means it's OUR 10th MONTHSARY:) i'm so sorry, baby that i spoilt your plan once & again . i seriously don't think that every month we should celebrate it . perhaps it will be good if we dine at some typical coffeeshop or kopitiam will do? it will save us a lot! as usual, we did bought something for each other . he spent more this time round :) i bought for him chocolates from chocolate world while he bought for me 1 bottle of LIGHT STICKS (50) plus a milk bottle full of LOLLIPOPS :) so SWEET of him right? after which we went for dinner at fish & co express before heading to a movie (COMING SOON) . well done! the ghost in that movie really damn ugly & scared me :x LOL . after movie, it's kinda late . so he sent me home & he went home .... on the way home, it's dark at the alley & we decided to open up 10 light sticks to play . LOVE is the word we did :) Oh ya , not forgetting . i went to get myself a new lappy today before heading out with baby . i bought HP lappy . it cost 1899bucks . so expensive! didn't use HP brand before . you never try, you never know :D i hope it will last me through the 3 years in POLY :x HAPPY 10th MONTHSARY , baby <3 will our LOVE last? :D Thursday, March 12, 2009; 4:13 PM
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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